about the unsaid love..

"the bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone"

this is one of many meaningful sentences in a novel that i have read. seriously, i thought this novel is like the other novels, just about teenagers' love, tears, and something like that. although the cover makes me fall in love with it, i thought the plot is very usual and not really interesting.

but when i read it twice, three times, four times, and many times again, i realize that this novel is completely different. the title, Seandainya, makes me feel weird. i don't know, the story is about a boy and a girl that love each other but they don't have any courage to say their own feeling. they only consider each other in silence. most of their friends know that they love each other, but they just wanna both of them to say their feeling by themselves. but time goes fast like car races, they finally graduate from high school without saying anything, no one of them can't find even one word to represent their feeling each other. i actually disappointed with this condition. they can do something for their happiness if they want. oh, i'm wrong. they want, but they always try to make or find thousands of reasons so they always have reasons to keep silent. and several years later when both of them finally meet again, it's too late. the boy has had fiancee and the wedding will be held two months later. finally the girl just cry and cry, regretting her ignorance during in high school. the boy also can't do anything, he loves the girl too but he's too afraid to reveal his feeling to the girl. and in the end of story, they just get heartbreak and regret everything that actually they can do but they didn't.

we can take the most important value from this novel "there are something that have to be said so it can be understood". this quote repeats several times, and i love it !! because that's true, there are something, included love, that can't be shown just by action, it must be said to the one who you love.

i remember someone said it to me several months ago, but i don't really remember what the statement exactly is, but this is the essence :

"when one door is closed, then another door will be opened. but sometimes we regret the closed door too much for a long time so we don't see the other doors that are opened for us".

that's true. when we get big problem and it ends with the sadness of us, don't just sit down there and regret what have happened to you. remember that your problem, even the biggest problem, is not the end of the world. there's still another way if you wanna try. even there are a billion ways to say your love to him/her, if you do want that happened. i'm sure that if you wanna find your own way to say your love to other people, you can do that. don't just keep silent of it and do nothing. waiting is not good action, because waiting just makes you tired and loses of hope. do something for your happiness !! because however God gives you one fate, you can change it if you wanna try. it has been taught by Him in the Alquran. there are some fates that can't be changed and can be changed, it depends on the humans themselves.

now we can conclude that we have to say and share our love to other people, special love for one person. because if we have a special love for one person, insya Allah he/she will be our couple forever and we will live happily ever after.. :)